random rants.
as expected. my maths failed. badly.
and for the first time im worried about whether im able to promote or not. it depends really.
didnt worked hard enough. and i couldnt say i didnt get what i deserved. it could have been worse.
hahs
i guess. leave it to Bro Paul. but at least. i know i would not get kicked out. haix
as usual. my friends immersed themselves in joy and it seems that although they are cheering. it was all but silence for me. i could have cheered with them. i know i can. hmmm
well. no looking back then. i really wanna worked hard to get my body into shape now.
have to wrked damn hard. super super hard. run, run, run and stil running. wanted to go sch this morn to run. hahs. couldnt wake up. damn tired.
i gotta run tml. 12 laps at least. haha. go go kenny!. hahs
to Vincent Ng: Just you wait till i get my bods. i'll snatch all the endorsement from you. haha
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haha. this time theres no drum roll. but well. im back!.
was rather moodless to blog for the last few wks. been kinda down. hah but well. im a fighter.
of course i survived it. but its a different story without my classmates.
haha promos over. got back the results and well. still in the process of promoting when otheres have already promoted. haha have to wait till my H1 out. hah
GP- Subpass
History- Fail
Lit- Pass
Econs- Pass
Maths- Pending (oh well. its as gd as a fail. when did kenny last passed maths?)
Its been a rather traumatising mnth i supposed. but well. gotten over it and im still fighting fit now. haha
thanks to my classmates in 1T05 and the outings we had. its been really fun!. haha thanks to Melynda too. shes an angel. im sure she is. haha at least to me. thanks girl!.
shallnt blog too much today. will blog more tml. just that im now in the process of getting my fitness and passion back for basketball. lost my jersey number. its an inspiration number for me.
well ppl may think that its just a number. but to me, its not. theres more to it. haha
well. thats all. take care guys. and esp melynda and 1T05!. haha
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kinda stumbled upon this song which was written by someone special
it goes like this...
You and I both
I forgot how long it was,
since i last told you i loved you,
and now you'd tell me you loved me too.
But i can't forget how painful it was.
when i had to part with you on my birthday.
The look in your eyes, i don't know what to say.
I was always grateful,
for how you could accept my misperfections.
yet that day, i actually hurt you.
I was so heartless. I was blinded.
I never knew all the things you did were for me.
It was too late to turn back.
Two years down the road, we're still us.
We've changed, yet you were always there for me.
How you sat beside me and helped me wipe my tears.
How you helped me carry my books and then walked away.
Now, there's another her.
You were hesitating.
I wanted you to choose her, although it hurts deep inside.
I wasn't a good girl for you.
Perharps it's my turn now, like how i left you for him.
I still loved you, i wanted to feel your arms around me again.
Iwant you back by my side.
But i dont know, what's holding me back.
You're a good guy.
Yet i just let you slip outta my life, just like that.
Perharps, she'd be a better girl.
One who wouldn't huet you like i did.
Maybe if we could live life twice,
you and i both, we shall meet once again.
If fate permits, maybe destiny'd bring us together again one day.
All i wanna say is, "i'm sorry".
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special post today!
*pls read aloud
HAHA!
WAHAHAHAHA
MUAHAHAHHA
HEE
WOOHOO!
WOOSH!
dedicated to rachel. well as u wished, no more emoness.
A HAPPY POST!
well thanks for keeping emoness away from me(though u didnt do anything, the fact that u have smething for me to suan(baby***) is enough). fully appreciated.
my lipo? when?
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*pants haha just back from jogging. damn long nvr jog. or rather damn long nvr feel sad cause i only jog when i am sad.
jogging's fun, damn fun. when u are jogging, all those thoughts just sort of ran through you and smehow, i love to run when im sad. thinking of all the sad things do help during running,
imagine....
the wind blowing against you..
blowing away ur sadness...
its heaven.
i think it was last yr cross country..
we sort of stayed in a chalet the night before the run,
gulped down damn lot of bottle of booze, slept for only like 1 hr?
guess what?...the run turn out to be exceptionally good.
ALTHOUGH i did not finish(ankle sprain) i was like in position 5 almost 400m away from the finishing line. i was not tired at all then.
the running just now felt the same.
slept for 2 hrs ytd.
i felt damn light when running just now.
the more i run, the lighter i got. haha
oh well, MAYBE meeting my friend tml for bomber.
BUT haven confirm yet cause shes must be dreaming of me now. LOL
haha im so gonna make her emo tml. hee well thats all. and cya guys tml.
im starting to feel lighter
maybe, it means im starting to let go too...
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didnt blog for god knows how long? 10 yrs? lol. ay. was too lazy la.
well, quite alot of things happened and i dont know seriously. it seems like so abrupt. doesnt seem true to me. thing is, im not quite convinced yet. maybe it will take time to show but i doubt it will show. hah
oh ya. today first day of school. felt so distant from my clsmates la. too long nvr socialise with them. denise, charissa, keith and co. they seemed to have moved to pluto! haha
we had our revised timetable. damn slack. i think the only enriching lessons are econs. i just love econs. can i marry u econs? lols
hmmm abt my revision. its like as fast as a...ferrari?(compared to a jet plane) lol i've covered only "most" of econs and hist? maths? lit? oh, maybe they followed them to pluto. haha
kk im laming now. shall go and TRY to study sme history. work hard 1T05!.
sometimes, i just have to be strong.
cause i dont wanna see you fall
feeling all weak inside now.
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hey. didnt blog the last few days. was lazy duh. im kenny. hahs
anway, nothing happened the past few days. at least not quite significant. but sort of know quite a few things of a friend. didnt have a good impression at first. well. maybe it has changed. hahas
was quite worried actually. promos are freaking 3 wks away! 21 days!! even if i used 1 wk to cover a subject. i could only cover 3. hopeless i suppose. shld start searching for a poly. "hey SP, NYP all the **Ps, any vacancies?" lol
well. went to cut my hair ytd. guess what? i was SO so determined in wanting to cut botak before i go. and well, no surprise. KENNY chickened out.... AGAIN!. lols damn it! its the second time i tried la yet i failed agn. sadness. wonder where to find the courage to cut botak.. hahs maybe one day i shld talk to Zidane. lols
so at the salon, i went in. confident i iwll make it this time. so i told the auntie go ahead. well the stupid auntie recognise me and advise that she cut my sideburns first. darn! she kept asking if i was ready la. asked like 10 times. "EH auntie! even if im ready let u asked so many times also become not ready" so well, stopped the auntie at shaver point. i thought everthing is fine. so i looked up the mirror. AHHHhhh!!! too late mann! sideburns gone. what is consoling is that i managed to save the middle pile of my hair. looks damn weird and ugly la. needless to say, Mindy,being the evil one. kept laughing at me. MINDY!! arggh! never mind. forgive you since u help me buy sandwhich. lols
school today is not as long as it supposed to be. kinda fun. had a mini debate during GP. hahs keith as usual was SO enthusiastic and maybe unintentionally raised his voice. its funny la. ok its actually DAMN funny! but since it is SUPPOSED to be a serious topic. being the sensible kenny i manage to stop myself from laughing. ok i admit. i did laugh. but was minimal. at least to my standards. hahs
went delifrance for dinner with siti, denise and charissa. ate mango mousse and seafood lasagna. quite good. oh!. and the stupid evil trio confronted me with some unfounded accusations and base on their analysis, it is true cause i had ALOT of reactions. what dumb reason is that.
off to study. byeee~~~!!
